It's killing me to hear her like that, to know that she's in a ridiculous amount of pain and that her son of a goddamned cockguzzling bitch father is not doing anything about it.
not to mention that he's supposedly a doctor, and a good reputable one. How can that sorry pathetic excuse for a father be like that? how can he know that his daughter, who just went into back surgery less than two months ago is in severe pain and not do anything about it?
I feel helpless, i don't know how to handle this, i blame her for being that helpless, i blame her for letting her case deteriorate to that extent, i blame her for being afraid of hospital and doctors in general, not that she has had a good example at home, i blame her for not trying to get help directly from his friends or from her other family members, her aunt, her grandmother, anyone, and i blame her for not yelling/crying loud enough for her worse than deaf piece-of-shit Dad to hear.
i don't care if he has "problems", even if he's going bankrupt, even if she used to cry wolf as a kid, even if he walked in on his two sons fucking, no human being is that selfish, i hope he suffers, i hope he experiences her pain AND her helplessness, i hope he DOES walk in on his two sons blowing each other
i HATE that man more than i have hated anyone else in my life so far, i hope he does have even more "problems" than he has now , i want to see him suffer even more than he is allegedly suffering now, i want to see him writhing in pain, both physical and emotional pain
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i've seen my share of fathers like that to tell you that they exist...
isn't there anything you can do to help her, send over a good doctor (without getting her in trouble with her dad)... it's not easy to scream in pain ya karim when u know that those around u won't believe you or sympathize, it hurts a lot more, and one tends to get too proud to admit it...
rabena ma3aha, hope it gets better isA
I don't disagree with you at all, however...it is very sad to know that some one, another human being will feel the way you do. The way you express yourself is awful and sad. I have a son, he is going to be 17th years old in July; I was born in 1976. If I get to experience the sadness and hate you feel inside it would hurt worse than a knife. Knowing that your son or child have some much hard feelings inside, should be treated carefully.
I wish you peace,joy, calmness, happiness, love, and the feeling of content state of mind. if you can do something about the situation, then work on it...other wise, let life guide you and the others to a better solution
It all stops with you. You can choose to be different... I have...
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